Unexpected reticence at writing again - long day, cool, some great huffy storm is circling around refusing to touch down and it's chased off all the heat - little explosions of rain that means it followed by a brisk and untroubling drizzle, bright in the sky, very nice. Could stand a month of this weather - all the windows wide, t-shirts and pants.
Typed in brief to Memphis last night. Told her absolutely nothing about it all. First steps and all that. Am very frustrated watching myself shrink away from this. Reminded over and over about my mother and her constant championing of the 'White Lie' to me - her desperate hope that I can shed this terrible desire to say everything about everything if I opt to open my mouth at all. So much easier to say not a thing than give it in pieces whittled at for more accommodating edges.
Tried unsuccessfully to dig a copy of Adobe Photoshop out of the internet - I miss having it around, have some definitive want in me for a camera and a device with which to fiddle. Wonder if I know anyone who could take some pictures for me - live action Hank Single mock-ups. Must borrow sword from someone.
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Try downloading photoshop 7. It's the only one I can consistently find online and its not nearly so archaic as you think. I use it to give all my pics cheekbones. :P
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